Contemplating leaving my addictions
But they help me out so i'm conflicted
I keep on asking God for him to fix them
But he gave me all the tools, I ain't a victim
I'm drowning deep
Feel it all on my shoulders
My self-esteem under war when i'm sober
We ask for help when it's already over
Then wonder why we have no closure
But when you see yourself
Do you like what you see?
Yeah when you see yourself
Are you a mental slave, a king or a queen
And do you love yourself?
And the very life that you lead?
Yeah when you see yourself
Do you feel love, pain, hatred or grief?
Sometimes you'll catch yourself
On the dark side and in the moments in
Your life that just don't go right
When they demoralize and crucify
Every thing and dream that's
Keeping you alive, they don't know you
But they hate you, you're so consumed
With everything around you, blinded
By fools, but who the hell are you?
So when you see yourself
Oh do you like what you see?
Oh, when you see yourself
Are you a mental slave, a king or a queen?
And do you love yourself
And the very life that you lead?
Oh when you see yourself
Do you feel love, do you feel pain, or the grief?
Do you feel your grief?
Or do you have sympathy?
Do you fear your destiny?
Yeah do your feel grief?
Or do you fear your destiny
Are you worried bout' your
Destiny, your destiny