I made my exit too late And I'm gonna need your help But it's always so embarrassing to ask you This is no true solution No system of lasting kind You don't have to tell me You know I feel the same There was a silent agreement Not to expect anything Not to drink as much Cause I know what it does to me Looking back now I never knew you Not that I knew myself But I always felt I couldn't stay the same My efforts to reach you All turning into Hands upon your ghost white skin Unable to open I set in motion The most peculiar thoughts within