My house is vacant And oh my hands are shaking There is a light on If only I can make it Up to the first step In my head to let go I feel so naked I know that I can make it Someday I'm gonna get everything I want Nothing feels like I want it and so I turn to god And I swear that I'm gonna get everything I want Nothing feels like I want it and so I turn to god Someday I'm gonna get everything I want Nothing feels like I want it and so I turn to god And I swear that I'm gonna get everything I want Nothing feels like I want it and so I turn to god I am deeper than my defects and I'm darker than you know But there's a sliver letting sunlight in that lets my goodwill grow Kill my secrets with your light and tell me you're the same And for the first time in my life I'm certain I'm okay Someday I'm gonna get everything I want Nothing feels like I want it and so I turn to god And I swear that I'm gonna get everything I want Nothing feels like I want it and so I turn to god Someday I'm gonna get everything I want Nothing feels like I want it and so I turn to god And I swear that I'm gonna get everything I want Nothing feels like I want it and so I turn to god