I had no shame at all For living in my head and leaving you And the fallout was I saw myself become The part of which I knew Deep down inside a smoldering fire Drowned only by my bleeding tears of truth I was deep at war For having left myself behind the lines And the hardest thing to see myself become Was the kid I always knew Deep down inside this raging fire Extinguished by the great pacific blue My love Can you see me falling for you once again And I promise always to be your best friend I'm not the fool that I once used to be I'm looking out across our life and all I see is our Pacific Blue