From where I lay I see the basement ceiling Cobwebs and Halloween crepe paper Must and mildew itches my nose I'm allergic and the darkness around is deep The shadows full of faces and voices I don't know Hockey stick jammed in the door daylight spills across the floor Downstairs with my brother Dave Stop this from happening stop this from happening I'm shaking I'm afraid The top door prize a kitty clock With plastic eyes that move tick tock All you have to do is something for it Oh yeah, that's easy I can do it For Wacky Packs for cardboard chewing gum For anything Boston Bruins I don't remember what you did to me or some other kid I think it was my brother Dave Something happened, and something is happening still And I can't wish it away ♪ Is life defined by moments of pain and suffering Or is life defined by poetry we're all too stiff to sing There's a song that I've been chasing When I catch it I'm gonna rub it on my teeth For it's just a place holder, for the next thing out of reach Back to the matter at hand I have killed you in my mind a thousand times And I'll kill you again Back to the matter at hand I have killed you in my mind a thousand times And I'll kill you again But first... I forgive you But first... I forgive you It feels good to say that now I forgive you somehow It feels good to say that now I forgive you Fuck face Oh yeah I forgive you Fuck face