God damn Benji. back at it again Always been a problem child even with my friends Always been a starter now I'm back up on the bench Not one to complain but I just really need to vent Times is getting harder now so here I go again Dropped up out of college started living on my own Got up out my out my old life but my door was never closed Didn't need a job 'cause I was hustling for my soul Get it how you live it so I got it how I chose Blowing money fast when I had to take it slow Cocaine on the dashboard white girl on my nose My life got no crash coarse back up on the ropes I know that I ain't ask for it that's just how it goes All that time I wasted that I wish I never spent All them nights and places that I wish I never went All them lonely nightmares that I wish I never dreamt Turned me to an Avatar so here I go again