My life quick My life going fast My life shift My life on blast My life good My life so, so My life straight My life on track My life great My life all black I might stay I might fall back I got a visit In my dreams Or so what it seems If I open up my eyes and reach It could really be I been higher Than my self esteem I could chart a plane Back and forth Inside a nigga brain On what's real to me Move closer to a flame You could feel the heat Burn slow We been through the smoke Now it's clarity Born broke We know how to cope With disparity On go Back against ropes Bomaye Ali I come from the East I come from the East My momma a queen She mean to everything I know that we free I know that we free At times it ain't as clear to the BPD Type of anxiety Ain't treatable by CBD Type of environment That you can't even really sleep Early morning tea Keep restoring me Ima spill it all Keep recording me