My eyes open once again to grey
All the colors seem gone these days
Maybe this time it's here to stay...
And I'm still here STUCK IN MY WAYS
I can't tell what's right or wrong
In the state I'm in, I've become the one
I'm hating
A self-made prophecy come to life
Stay away from me, these fading memories keep me company
I'm better off alone
What's inside my head fuels the words I pen, on pages left unread
And in the end... I'm sure you meant well
But good intentions... Can't help me on my walk through Hell
A collection of demons I've brought on myself
I was always best at tearing myself down
I've been through so many days and nights, trying to find a way to win the fight
Everything I've said gets lost in a haze...
Do my words mean nothing unless scribbled onto page?
Stay away from me, these fading memories keep me company
I'm better off alone
What's inside my head fuels the words I pen, on pages left unread
Somewhere along the line, I decided that I don't want to be alive
I think I'd rather just throw my whole life aside, than live another day with your ignorant design
Maybe I've lost my mind, trying to cope with all the things that I can't define
This time I'll run and hide so that you'll never find me
I'M LOST
Though each cloud in the sky grows darker, I'll take shelter in the shade
For the sun may not shine brighter, I'll have solace in the rain
This life has pushed me and tested my will... But it's yet to break me
I travel still