I could sit and count my losses
I've had to watch the time fly by
I hold my breath and close my eyes
I know you're sick of second chances
Another day of wasted time
I will not ask
You to stay behind
I swore I saw this coming
I'm losing everything
And every moment wasted
Feeds my apathy
If all that's past is prologue
You'd think I'd turn the page
I burn away the entries
But still refuse to change
When will my stories told
Be more than wishing for control?
I could throw it away
Maybe I could start again
I'm tired
Of trying
To be your savior
If I let this go
Would you finally forgive me?
Please just let me go
So you can finally forget me
If all that's past is prologue
You'd think I'd turn the page
I burn away the entries
But still refuse to change
I know there's something missing
I know I've lost my way
Why should I keep the fight up
When there's nothing good in me?
I swear I saw this coming
I'm losing everything
And every moment wasted
Feeds my apathy
If all that's past is prologue
You'd think I'd turn the page
I burn away the entries
But still refuse to change
I still refuse to change