I wish I was mean to you
Wish I meant anything to you
Despite everything that I do
Why does it always lead me back to you?
When am I gonna see?
Every little thing that's right about you is wrong for me
I think we both agree, we're better off alone
We're better, we're better off alone, I think we both agree
Been avoidin' my therapist again
'Cause it's that much easier playin' pretend
Let it sit for five minutes
Then I go back and hit unsend (Sorry)
Every time I try to romanticize all the good times
I get hit with all the times you lied
And that's why, that's why
That's why
Wish I was mean to you
Wish I meant anything to you (Wish I meant something)
Despite everything that I do
Why does it always lead me straight back to you?
When am I gonna feel butterflies with a nice guy?
I just wanna vibe with a dude who puts me in a good mood
Most of the time
Doin' everything I can to survive the night, uh
Been flaky lately (Been flaky)
Try not to hate me, baby (Don't hate me, babe)
Been flaky lately
Try not to hate me, baby
Uh, wish I was mean
Wish I knew, wish I, wish I, wish I
Wish I knew how to scream
'Cause I wish I was mean to you
I wish I was mean (I wish I, I wish I)