On my own Back to square one It should feel like home But tonight I'm not cozy at all It feels more like failing And It feels like I'm choking It's more like dreaming of ending this right now I'm homesick But there's not a place I can call home At least it used to be where my family used to live Still homesick But there's no family anymore Anymore It seems for so long That I've been on denial And no, I don't Want you to hold on to this grudge So thorough with my skill to fake smiles And I don't know how to feel around you Let's do it again So we can breathe again It's not over We'll breathe again I swear we will breathe again Underwater I'm homesick But there's not a place I can call home At least it used to be where my family used to live Still homesick But there's not a place I can call home At least used to be where my family used to live I'm homesick But there's no family anymore Anymore