Is this really what you want from me
I am lonely 'cause I had to be
I don't wanna say it over and over
Takin' drugs hate being sober
I just need to carry on
Need to get my money up
You are a distraction
I can see that you don't give a fuck
But you know that I'm not giving up
Tell me what you want
Tell me what you need now
If I let you go, tell me would you feel down
I'm ridin' around by myself
Layin' low 'cause I'm losin' my mind in this place
Yeah, fuck being sober
I know you're an angel but the devil is closer
Hop up in the coup and I'm driving away from the sun
'Cause I wanna be alone when I feel numb
Gotta go better off alone
Gotta know if our love is gone
Leaving it all behind for a reason
Feeling empty and my heart is freezin'
Is this really what you want from me
I am lonely 'cause I had to be
I don't wanna say it over and over
Takin' drugs hate being sober
I just need to carry on
Need to get my money up
You are a distraction
I can see that you don't give a fuck
But you know that I'm not giving up
Tell me why do you wait for me now that I'm gone
You know it's making it hard for me to carry on
I know it's all on you for bringing us down
You made me count on you, then left me to drown
You're breaking me down like a boulder
Got me feeling stuck and my heart's getting colder
Fading away, I know you want me to pretend
Everything is alright when this is the end (Yeah, yeah)
Gotta go better off alone
Gotta know if our love is gone
Leaving it all behind for a reason
Feeling empty and my heart is freezing
Is this really what you want from me
I am lonely 'cause I had to be
I don't wanna say it over and over
Takin' drugs hate being sober
I just need to carry on
Need to get my money up
You are a distraction
I can see that you don't give a fuck
But you know that I'm not giving up