'Bout time that I
I close my eyes and hide from the darkness
Have I learned that yet? (Have I learned that yet?)
Have I learned that yet, yet, yet, yet?
'Bout time that I
I close my eyes and hide from the darkness
Have I learned that yet? (Have I learned that yet?)
Have I learned that yet, yet, yet, yet? (Yet, yet, yet, yet)
I wanna die, I wanna leave
I wanna disappear from everything
I wanna hide, I wanna see
What life would be like if it wasn't for me
Fucking it up, making it worse
Hurting myself, throwing on dirt
Making shit hurt, more than it should
Running from love, running from family
Running from people that don't understand me
Running from everything that life hands me
Even my own mother couldn't stand me (I couldn't stand me)
Disappointed myself
Shit is annoying, I know I need help
Help from destroying myself
If you know how I felt then I'm sorry you do
Sorry that no one was holding you through all the war you went through
I close my eyes and hide from the darkness
Have I learned that yet? (Have I learned that yet?)
Have I learned that yet, yet, yet, yet?
'Bout time that I
I close my eyes and hide from the darkness
Have I learned that yet? (Have I learned that yet?)
Have I learned that yet, yet, yet, yet? (Yet, yet, yet, yet)
Yeah
Feeling the stress, I need some rest
I need to get some things off of my chest
My head's a mess, feel like I'm stuck in distress
Feel like I'm fucking depressed
Sit in the dark, sit with my thoughts
Asking myself, "Shit, am I lost?"
Giving myself, but don't know what cost
Living this up, wish I could pause
It got me stuck up not giving a fuck
Feel like I wanna give up
It's 3:00 a.m., and I'm opening up
All of the chapters I should've kept shut
And you know the moments, it's hard to be honest
You feel like you're drowning in all of your problems
You feel like you're down, and your heart is just pounding
Trying to get out of it, close on your eyes and then
I close my eyes and hide from the darkness
Have I learned that yet? (Have I learned that yet?)
Have I learned that yet, yet, yet, yet?
'Bout time that I
I close my eyes and hide from the darkness
Have I learned that yet? (Have I learned that yet?)
Have I learned that yet, yet, yet, yet? (Yet, yet, yet, yet)