Yah Aye Stuck in my brain Where I can't feel pain Should I give a fuck what they or should I stay in my lane I wanna die while I'm high with a gun by my side But I lay awake at night thinking fuck my life Should it end I don't wanna pretend My life's worth living tryna tell my friends I kinda wanna leave but I can't make amends For all the shit that did Shit that I said The last thing that I wanna do was hurt you Your my world Forgetting patience is a virtue Teach me coz I wanna learn to Give me something I needa work to But I'm a cunt I'm sick of living life and rolling blunts Sick of going down and coming up Sick of sipping the liquor and taking drugs Sick of repedative rapping all these tracks that I fucking love Sometimes I wanna jump of a bridge and die Sometime I wanna jump off a bridge and fly Sometimes I wanna leave that bridge behind Stay with my brothers we puffin and get high Imagine a world where hate was dead Where every motivation wasn't driven by bread And I can live peacefully knowing i don't hate myself I hate every one else instead Its too numb Sick of getting fucked up Sick sipping the lean and doing the drugs Sick of people liking the way I spitting so much so they fake they love I'm done I'm too numb