Was born in the shadow
Be tough as the crowds in Apollo
Cause life is a with a ammo
She sucking and swallow
Keep every word short like staccatos
I sin like Gomorrah and sodom
I'm friends with my sorrow
Stuck in a path and its narrow
In a world that is shallow
Was told never follow
Straight to the point like the arrows
Smoking this joint on soprano
Nightmare trees
I plant in dreams
Depression trees
That grow like weeds
My blood on leaves
A wasted genes
Overweight s like my waist in jeans
Playing my sins what a wasted scene
Living on edge should I take this leap
Demons in bed say the bullet might help
Couples shot to the head
And you sleep real deep
I need peace sleep energy
Tryna to dream again
All I see seas drowning me
Tryna breathe again
What's the cost lost family
Nothing I could gain
Or feel again
Just turned 23 still aint free from pain
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Don't need 20 more reasons
Soul been bleeding
G to my head should be easy
Way too close to my demons
Mind full of legions
Pray i wake if i'm dreaming
Light in my eyes sure dimming uh
Days seem dark no meaning Uh
Drowning with gills
No bills to cover my bills
These pills might kill me uh
Piano is playing
So many keys feeling hollow and sorrow
I might go insane
Mind full of chain
So many whips on my spirit
I promise i'm done with the pain
Physical plane
Feels like im tired of living
The stresses just can't be explained
Done with rain
Feels like i'm falling too deep
And i'm drowning a clog in the drain
I need peace sleep energy
Tryna to dream again
All I see seas drowning me
Tryna breathe again
What's the cost lost family
Nothing I could gain
Or feel again
Just turned 23 still ain't free from pain