One more time for the voice memo just so I don't forget anything
The observation deck of
Your own experience
It's grey in all directions
Hey dude get out your head
You're just staring down again
Come on, let's find the exit
Ten minutes I'm dead
Y'all walk, I descend
I'm sick of being that friend
Ten minutes I'm dead
Choke a laugh and then
A chill return I'm frozen
Fuck myself, I'm never past this
Odd end jobs like a z-list actress
Grey in all directions
Call it quits
Prepare my casket
Over-blessed, I'll never last
It's grey in all directions
It's always grey
That's the one, yeah
That's hard
I'm second guessing every thought that I had locked in
I got my systems keeping me up from dusk to dinner time
It's 3am
It's not my fault I'm taking in
What's everywhere and never again
A beauty I'm in
Or incapable of seeing it
When I know that it's all about around within
The joy is yours if you let it in
And I see the corners fading
It's starting again
It's starting again
Fuck myself, I'm never past this
Odd end jobs like a z-list actress
Grey in all directions
It's grey in all directions
Call it quits
Prepare my casket
Over-blessed
I'll never last
It's grey in all directions
It's grey in all directions
Ten minutes I'm dead
Y'all talk I descend
I'm fucking sick of being that friend
On and on I'm never past this
Glimpse of pink, try to make it last
It's grey in all directions
It's always grey