Didn't really wanna say goodbye I keep my head up high now Why'd ya have to go and leave my side yeah Didn't really wanna say goodbye I can't waste my time now So I had to just say goodbye Uh, I really hate your lies Even worse when we're saying goodbye Tell you that I'm sorry That I wasted your time Doing anything just to make you mine Reminiscing looking back now I think of all the times I should of put the crack down Focused on the Mack down And personal health See the things that I did Were only hurtin' myself Yeah, I'm my own worst enemy Stay true to yourself Not the person you pretend to be So who could be a friend of me Man its hard to tell Life will leave you stretched up Damn this part is hell But were making it work Staring death in the face It doesn't pay to hate the earth For what its worth I haven't heard in awhile Doing anything to make you smile You know Didn't really wanna say goodbye I keep my head up high now Why'd ya have to go and leave my side yeah Didn't really wanna say goodbye I can't waste my time now So I had to just say goodbye Yeah, when your walking away I realize I got a lot to say You aint talkin' today Its like you lost in a haze Got me stoppin' while I'm droppin' Like I'm caught in a maze Yeah, she got me sleeping On my friends couch In denial with a smile Cause I'm stressed out Didn't take the best route But what could I do As I'm sittin' here Lookin' at you Ouu, I got a plan of attack Girl I'm so sick and tired Of being stabbed in the back More erraticall facts That are relevant now The way you calling on my phone Your one hell of a hound Feelin' hell bound Can't deal with being held down Hyped when I'm writin' Still fightin' til the 12th round And I'm never losing hope Yeah I'm high all the time Stayin' true to the dope Uh, you know Didn't really wanna say goodbye I keep my head up high now Why'd ya have to go and leave my side yeah Didn't really wanna say goodbye I can't waste my time now So I had to just say goodbye