I can see the sea
All the good in front of me
Feel the summer
Spring going under
I can see the light
The wrong walking over right
Hear the thunder
Lean on my brother
But I, met you
And you're too fond to be true
Hurts like fuck
I don't know why
The thought of you
Should blow my mind
Grows like fire
I can't say how
It all ends up
Hurts like fuck
Right now (I know)
Right now
In a world full of plastic lips and tits
In a world where there's nothing you can't fix
With a scalpel and surgeon
A slice here, a cut there
But out comes a brand new person
Change your breast size from a B to a double D
Change your nose like you change clothes
You know how that saying goes, "love thyself"
And that's even if it means jeopardize my health
Botox is beautiful, Cosmo told me
So I'm a nip tuck my way out of lonely
It's a dream murdering your self-esteem
Sick concept sold by a magazine
Who profited, only see the logic
In dollar, dollar bills
Turning women in to objects
Who decides what's suitable and beautiful for business? (And it is a sickness)
Hurts like fuck
I don't know why
The thought of you
Should blow my mind
Grows like fire
I can't say how
It all ends up
Hurts like fuck
Right now
I'm sorry for the inconvenience
I hope you weren't sleeping
I know it's late in the evening
I know it's been a long time since we last spoke
Approximately nine months since I last wrote
Last I heard, you were losing hope
Eating liquid food through an IV tube
Still trying to stay afloat
But it's hard when there's a hole in your boat
You keep sinking
A hospital bed means time for deep thinkin'
And it's amazing
How one visit to the clinic could turn your life upside down in an instant
Never was it drugs or unprotected sex
The medics say genetics put that lump in your breast
And I know medicine could take away that lump in your chest
How come I only cry when it's under my breath?
I love you to death
So take that pain
Put a noose around it's neck and let it hang
Hurts like fuck
I don't know why
The thought of you
Should blow my mind
Grows like fire
I can't say how
It all ends up
Hurts like fuck
Right now
The thought of you should blow my mind
So far right down my riot
All ends up
Hurts like fuck
Grows like fire
I can't say how
It all ends up
Hurts like fuck
Right now