I don't wanna feel Oh, I don't wanna fight For the will, to just stay alive I don't wanna keep dreaming for the day That I'll be finally free from what's haunting me The more I fight, the more it hurts If I keep hopin', I'll just be, oh, disappointed Disappointed In everything that I do oh, especially myself Seems like I can't get any better I just can't get any better... (Puente musical) I don't wanna feel Oh, I don't wanna live another day without you here with me How could I be so stupid for not knowing that you're not okay Maybe... I could have made you stay I would've cried, I would've begged, I would've done anything so you won' t leave At least not without me ... You made me see the light Made me think I"ll be alright, with you by my side (Puente musical) I'm sorry I couldn't be there for you when you needed me Tell me, oh, how could I- how could I forgive myself? Physically here... Mentally there... with you at peace How could you leave me here all alone in this world? Did you expect me to be okay with you gone? Why did you leave? Did you not think that I would, too? Just for you...