I can't leave now, yeah I'm stuck though
I let myself down, had to let go
'Cause I can maintain on my own now
And I can't look back, wish I could though yeah
And I don't really wanna say this part
I'm afraid of what you'll blame me for
Even though I know it wasn't my fault
I can never seem to get that far
All these vices
Bars, lines, Percocet
The worst part's over
But I'm still sober
'Cause now my house feels
Like a cheap hotel room
And if I wake up, won't be until noon
Heart-shaped stains on the
Dirty carpet, everywhere
I never got a chance to see what's out there
I connect dots on a popcorn ceiling
Waiting on life to come
And find me, before I do
Spending my time in the workshop
Obsessing on these songs 'til they all drop
I'll keep you entertained
With my dark thoughts
100 000 streams for a soft spot
And I don't wanna relive this part
I'm afraid of what you'll blame me for
Even thought I know it wasn't your fault
I can never seem to get that far
All these vices
Bars, lines, Percocet
The worst part's over
But I'm still sober
'Cause now my house feels l
Lke a cheap hotel room
And if I wake up, won't be until noon
Heart-shaped stains on the
Dirty carpet, everywhere
I never got a chance to see what's out there
I connect dots on a popcorn ceiling
Waiting on life to come
And find me, before I do
And I don't really wanna say this part
I'm afraid of what you'll blame me for
Even though I know it wasn't my fault
I can never seem to get that far
And all these vices
Bars, lines, Percocet
The worst part's over
But I'm still sober
'Cause now my house feels
Like a cheap hotel room
And if I wake up, won't be until noon
Heart-shaped stains on
The dirty carpet, everywhere
I never got a chance to
See what's out there
I connect dots on a popcorn ceiling
Waiting on life to come
And find me, before I do
(You are a freak
-What?
-No, I'm serious, you're a freak
Do you wanna be normal?
Do you wanna be just like everyone else?)