I can't go out I'm sick Boo! You're a whore! Do you ever Think somebody else can just be better at being you? 'Cause I do Maybe then I'd get my shit together Do you make plans? By the time you gotta go, you kinda hate them? Feeling blue 'Cause me too I forgot to take my medication Now I'm already late 'cause I had to get my eyeliner even And the voice in my head is shouting "what's the point of even leaving?" So, I'm homesick again Tell my friends I'm not going out I'm homesick in bed Oh, my head's such a mess, it's always For a second, I feel fine but then I really wanna die Oh, I'm homesick again I'll try again tomorrow ♪ Am I silly? I wonder what it's like to just feel pretty Without doubting myself (you suck) I'm a Debbie Downer so forgive me Now I'm already late 'cause I tried on tiny dresses I hated And the voice in my head is shouting "having friends is overrated" So, I'm homesick again Tell my friends I'm not going out I'm homesick in bed Oh, my head's such a mess, it's always For a second, I feel fine but then I really wanna die Oh, I'm homesick again I'll try again tomorrow ♪ Really wanna die