I used to give a fck And long time ago, days were filled with juice, TV, and Oreos. If you saw me then You could never see who I am I'm a hundred years of torture with the bullet in this hand You can see me now, cause there ain't nothing else left My brain is a disaster zone Panic in my breath gimme shelter now I really need my rest. I used to give a fck A long time ago days were filled with juice, TV and Oreos. If you saw me then You could never see who I am I'm a hundred years of torture with the bullet in this hand You can see me now, cause there ain't nothing else left My brain is a disaster zone Panic in my breath gimme shelter now I really need my rest. There ain't nobody flier than me I say a couple words and you can hear the birds sink in the trees, The foetus, and the earth glistens of reason, Till he listens to greed with age He whistle and bleeds, I would shake your hand But my fingers are picking under the dust Crumble paper bag, skin in the gust But who can leave? Society is digit some puss We live in the us, before we're crippled pictures of us It's sickening, God, dreams are dogs biting the dove I forget the last time that I was living in love And spend my nights drinking it down And living it up And by the morning feel the sickness of a blistering cup Wondering if I've been filling it up Hitting the ground like a thousand pounds lifted But we stitching it up Until the next time I'm feeling limited with the bust And hit the pillow like the bus, 'til the bars cross For a minute I forget it that I was sucking the gun Theres no fuss, but some of the time it's all fuss There was a time when I felt, yeah, the utter presence of hell Tugging at my coat of arms With the sensitive smell, of smoke Many croak where I should've fell Falling in the well of fire, walking the desert of many marksmen But I couldn't find my canteen like Carmen, cause karma is my last girlfriend. You could see me now, cause there ain't nothing else left My brain is a disaster zone, panic in my breath If you saw me then, you could never see who I am I'm a hundred years of torture with the bullet in his hand Im supposed to tell you that I get laid every day And stay undefeated since I was a foetus working minimum wage That mind frame got these players rhyming in cages Living half life radiation stuck to the pages. I make records but I want nothing to do with history The only time when Im feeling fine is in my inner sleep The only time I'm seeing shining is in the reflection and I throw stones at 'em I throw stones.