I found the arts And it truly hurts Twenty something Counting monsters at the halfway house I was so strong but out of control Boxing my old life away in the mirror it stayed but I was gone Released in the ocean of friends that I love Lost in devotion for what I didn't dare to name life's a losing game Lose and gain Marble and sand A dream of second hand Lavender endures a lifespan, a cause to exist I'd woken up early Practising silence Numb like a stone for a year or more Covered in color forever on Released in the ocean of friends that I love Lost in devotion for what I didn't dare to name life's a losing game Lose and gain I am yours You flickering shack It's yours the applause I'm only holding your back You are mine For all of my time You keep me stranded But you've formed my smile I found the arts And it truly hurts Twenty something Counting monsters at the halfway house