She holds her necktie party in her back pocket She keeps it there in case things get too bad in her head You said if you could you would but you can't stop it You always say things like that but you don't mean them And they said I'd see better days But it does not seem so And you've got a bitter heart But it's all that I know You've seen some things you should've never seen Wanted nothing more than to wipe your heart clean All of these things make me so damn tired I'm so tired My pedals fell off a long time ago Been gone so long that I don't even Remember what color they were You can't control anything but that last thing You don't have to use it but it's nice to know it's there And they said I'd see better days But it does not seem so And you've got a bitter heart But it's all that I know You've seen some things you should've never seen Wanted nothing more than to wipe your heart clean All of these things make me so damn tired I'm so tired I knew I wouldn't always be such a lightweight, baby Had a feeling we were always going the right way, maybe I knew these dirty fingers would never save me Try to hide them, try to clean them but they always betray me