Sometimes I wonder if I Grew up in the sunshine state Would I be happier Or would I feel the same And I like to fantasize Driving past the hills at night In the open air Where the coastline knows my name And I made my bed so I know I should stay here I don't recognize who I've become here Oh I'm going to California to fix myself Looking at the past and the way it felt I hope someday I find out what I want Oh I'm going to California if that's alright Sorry for the mess that I left behind I hope someday I find out what I want Oh I blame the city but It wasn't mine to blame I'd go a million miles But I'd still be the same And I made my bed so I know I should stay here I don't recognize who I've become here Oh I'm going to California to fix myself Looking at the past and the way it felt I hope someday I find out what I want Oh I'm going to California if that's alright Sorry for the mess that I left behind I hope someday I find out what I want Oh I'm going to California to fix myself Looking at the past and the way it felt I hope someday I find out what I want