I'm so sorry i'm not happy
I'm not in full control of my mind
It's not a voluntary choice cause i'd rather be
Hanging out with you all the time
People try to make me, take me away to what they say is paradise
But I can't keep up faking UGH
It's such a fucking waste of my time
You've got issues, being alone at times
But the fear of missing out ain't one of mine
I'm sorry you don't understand
I'm so sorry I'm not
Caught up at times, when my fun is broken
I'm so sorry I'm not
Too tough to lie
Feels like I'm running out of energy
I'm not honest when I say I'm just fine
It's a depressing stupid voice speaking over me
My battery's stuck in overtime
So please stop saying you've got issues, being alone at times
Cause the fear of missing out ain't one of mine
I'm sorry you don't understand
I'm so sorry I'm not
Caught up at times, when my fun is broken
I'm so sorry I'm not
Too tough to lie and I end up ghostin
I'm so sorry I'm not
Chasing a high like some fucking poser
I'm so sorry I'm not, i'm not, i'm not, I'm not
Oh I'm second guessing what I had in mind
Did I make good plans or am I falling behind?
Cause I'm still so young am I wasting my time?
I guess I just I don't understand