Can we hold on for a second I need to check from further away If those hands I see belong to me If the face i feel is mine Can you stay? Will you leave? I try to see What's behind all those clouds I try to guess What's beyond the great wall of fog I try to plan So I can put on my bulletproof jacket Try to scan So I can put on a lock Around my heart And my soul Hide all of my scars Can't lose control My view is blurry The road is too dark Tryna find the point And shoot it with darts 'Pick you up at 7pm' Life said and was never to be seen again Are you bound to break? Have you lost the key? I try to see What's behind all those clouds I try to guess What's beyond the great wall of fog I try to plan So I can put on my bulletproof jacket Try to scan So I can put on a lock Around my heart And my soul Hide all of my scars Can't lose control What if I do What if I do What if I do Lose my mind What if I do Lose my mind What if I do Lose my mind What if I do Decide to sign And sell my soul To stop feeling Sell my heart So it'll stop beating