I'm standing on the ice following the cracks
With more than I can carry on my back
Guess I'm not the joker in the deck, deck, deck
Somewhere on the way I lost my grip
The shoes I try to fill, they just don't fit
All I know is how to take a hit, hit, hit
I start sinking, let the cold in
Not a single soul in sight
I start sinking, let the cold in
Will you drag me out alive
Hold my breath and shut my eyes
I've been hiding my insides
I doubt I will make it
No, no I gotta make it
I forgot to live my life
All my fears in overdrive
I doubt I will make it
No, no I gotta make it
People asking me why I'm not on track
I just never cared and that's a fact
Guess I'm not the joker in the deck, deck, deck
I start sinking, let the cold in
Not a single soul in sight
I start sinking, let the cold in
Will you drag me out alive?
As I try to scream I hold my breath and shut my eyes
I've been hiding my insides
I doubt I will make it
No, no I gotta make it
I forgot to live my life
All my fears in overdrive
I doubt I will make it
No, no I gotta make it
My head is spinning right now
I don't know what to think
My head is spinning right now
My head is spinning right now
My head is spinning right now
I'm not ready to drown
I can feel it, I can feel it
It is pulling me down
My head is spinning right now
I'm not ready to drown
I can feel it, I can feel it
It is pulling me down
Hold my breath and shut my eyes
I've been hiding my insides
I doubt I will make it
No, I gotta make it
I forgot to live my life
All my fears in overdrive
I doubt I will make it
No, I gotta make it
Hold my breath and shut my eyes
I've been hiding my insides
I doubt I will make it
No, no I gotta make it
I forgot to live my life
All my fears in overdrive
I doubt I will make it
But I gotta try, I gotta try, I gotta try