Survival of the loudest
The industry is dying again
They're cutting my allowance
(Fuck)
A hundred thousand streams only get you twenty-five cents
And I've never been so low
Life isn't fair, you know
Hope that is just a phase
I just keep on waiting for better days
You're just louder than the others
I bet in school you were the one who got in trouble
Why's it me that is weird 'cause I don't scream for attention?
Why's it me that is weird for not jumping on the table?
Why's it me that is weird?
I think you're really weird
Yeah yeah
Eight thousand dollars in the piggy bank
While you just talk and play pretend
Just don't have the energy
I try to take it easy
What a shame you can't relate
Put my body through hell and back
Couldn't do anything else
We tried but failed, ey
We tried but failed
We tried but failed, ey
We tried but failed
We really tried, we failed
Yeah yeah yeah yeah yeah
We tried but failed
Authenticity
We tried but failed
In a toxic city
Disregard everybody else
Call it confidence, ugh
Don't wanna be in this industry
Look, pretty picture
See, I've been living in the bigger one
Is this a sick joke?
Intrusive thoughts are all I dream of
Wish I could quit
I need to live with this mind though
Can't differentiate what
What's real life
What's fake
What's real life
What's fake
Maybe I'm fucking fake
Probably not
We tried but failed
We tried but failed
We tried but failed
We really tried, we failed
We tried but failed
We tried but failed
We tried but failed
We really tried, we failed