I thought I would be able Just to stand up on the table And I'd shout it out so loud that I'm so strong and I'm so tough To fight down all this madness And throw away my sadness And I thought I was the one I thought I'm smart enough But when things fell into trouble And I felt like ass and rubble And I realised that nothing works so easy as I thought Here's a man just prayin' Even all the gods betrayin' I wish I could just move away from the sadness that you caused If I put you down The pain returns If I pick you up You just make it worse If I rule your world I move from your mind Then I don't want to live Just killing time ♪ Now like a story I don't remember Fairy ... bed (?) on that rainy December May I sing my song My sorrow just begun I couldn't help it And I was looking for someone I want to live not just rollin' around Just hold my hand, let's get lost and now be found I let them far, don't work hard to know my sorrow I know it's no today It's always tomorrow If I put you down The pain returns If I pick you up You just make it worse If I rule your world I move from your mind Then I don't want to live Just killing time