It's over
I take back what I said
I'm sitting with this life I nova
Boy it's hurting my head
It's the middle of October
I take back what I said
I'm sitting with this life I nova
Boy it's hurting my head
It's the middle of October
Ayy
As a kid 'cause I never really had shit
Stale bag off bread
No butter with some Weetbix
Long necks in the fridge
Use to rattle see my
Mumma was a drinker
It's the same old pattern
Next day waking up and she
Still drunk drunk away her sorrows
But I know she still loved us
But one day you see it went to far mumma
Never woke up and that
Broke my heart it's like
You been on my mind for a while now
You been on my mind for a while now
There was nothing more but I just couldn't see it
There was nothing more but I just couldn't see it
You been on my mind for a while now
You been on my mind for a while now
You said it wasn't bad what does bad mean?
You said it wasn't bad what does bad mean?
Ayy cuz it's been a while since we spoke
It's still all love
Your still my boy from the go
Real talk cuz I know you're going through
It I've been there too and
You're just mad at the world
But cuz hit me up if
You need me I'm still here
Your not alone 'cause you
Know that she still here
I hope one day the pain goes
Away she's proud off you cuz
I won't forget Mother's Day
It was just me an you
At the graveyard
I said how you holding up
You said shit's been hard
Dad's not well and Shay just gave
Birth you was sitting
On the seat and I was
Laying in the dirt, uh
You been on my mind for a while now
You been on my mind for a while now
There was nothing more but I just couldn't see it
There was nothing more but I just couldn't see it
You been on my mind for a while now
You been on my mind for a while now
You said it wasn't bad what does bad mean?
You said it wasn't bad what does bad mean?
These picture frames on my wall
I can't get 'em straight
Loaded pistol in my hand
And I can't contemplate
How the fuck?
Why the fuck?
Am I still here?
I'm built from that realness
My heart doesn't know fear
It knows pain
So I guess I'm still broken
Since a kid 'cause
I been holding onto memories
In my dreams
You would come an have a chat
But you walked away mum
And you ain't ever coming back
It's like, uh
You been on my mind for a while now
You been on my mind for a while now
There was nothing more but I just couldn't see it
There was nothing more but I just couldn't see it
You been on my mind for a while now
You been on my mind for a while now
You said it wasn't bad what does bad mean?
You said it wasn't bad what does bad mean?