It's 11am and the taste of stale cigarettes linger on my breath The scars of another memory lost to the night I turn to grab a hold of you I feel your skin slipping through And there's nothing I can do Why could I never see who you wanted me to be Why can't I move on That intoxicating feeling of being high all the while feeling so low If you could hear me scream would you let me know I'm drowning in a flood of doubt Too breathless to scream or shout Oh no oh no Why could I never see who you wanted me to be Why can't I move on My thoughts are cold Couldn't turn this house into a home It's time to let go The nights are so cold in here My body frozen from the inside With stolen skin over hollow shells This can't be real I just need to know Why could I never see who you wanted me to be Why can't I move on My thoughts are cold Couldn't turn this house into a home It's time to let go