Broke down by the mess I made Destroyed like a heartbreak hand grenade Is there a better way to leave my past behind? And my scattered thoughts Are endless plots To kill my mind I'm broken by design... If I could just pretend That everything is in my hands I could stay awake forever Try to comprehend That I'm not broken No, I'm not left for dead If I could stay awake forever Maybe I'd escape this hell I'm in I've gone through a million ways Found out that my mind is just a slave To everything that I've encountered... Loud ring, How I'm fucking towering What a good for nothing I've become... If I could just pretend That everything is in my hands I could stay awake forever Try to comprehend That I'm not broken No, I'm not left for dead If I could stay awake forever Maybe I'd escape this hell I'm in Help now, as I'm lost in emotion As I drown in the ocean of fear And I am hell bend on buying your dying devotion Swept away in the motion so clear If I could just pretend That everything is in my hands I could stay awake forever Try to comprehend That I'm not broken No, I'm not left for dead If I could stay awake forever Maybe I'd escape this hell I'm in