I'm outta luck, I'm a nervous wreck again I've had enough of the pills they recommend Honestly I'd rather be a loser anomaly Fading with your trends And I don't wanna be someone that I'm not But self reliance is all I've really got Outta of luck without resent again Living with my thoughts I ache for agony It's all I'll ever need A lot of terrible unbearable catastrophes There's not a vacancy Left up above for me And I know it's terrible, I know it's all I'll ever need I'm outta luck, it's become a trend again I'm giving up on my self respect You think I'm headstrong, baby you're dead wrong I'm outta my head And I'm begging, you got me at my knees You're so reckless, you can't place your bets on me I'm outta luck, I'm a nervous wreck again Living with my thoughts I ache for agony It's all I'll ever need A lot of terrible unbearable catastrophes There's not a vacancy Left up above for me And I know it's terrible, I know it's all I'll ever need So here's your last resort You gave it all you had To watch me fall apart And leave me here for dead I ache for agony It's all I'll ever need A lot of terrible unbearable catastrophes There's not a vacancy Left up above for me And I know it's terrible, I know it's all I'll ever need So here's your last resort You gave it all you had To watch me fall apart And leave me here for dead We've broken all our bonds Make up, break up again [?] Escaped the broken homes And left them here for dead