I'm in over my head,
Is this all for real? Got caught having trouble sleeping
Days drag on I can't pretend,
I'm not trying to deal with a life that I wouldn't call living
I keep laying in my bed all day
I am trying to get through this, face myself in the mirror
But nothing makes sense at all, I'm stuck here waiting
So I'll say it again I don't expect you to
Understand how I've felt all these hours I've pretended
So I'll say it again you came and went,
You were never a friend never helped
All these hours I attempt Sober living
Sober living
And it's down to the wire, the clocks ticking
Don't know if I'm staying or leaving, but it gets harder every day
To feel something real and stay sane
I keep losing my grip on everything
So wake me up from this dream I've
Lived in so long and the walls are caving in
I am trying to get through this, face myself in the mirror
But nothing makes sense at all, I'm stuck here waiting
So I'll say it again I don't expect you to
Understand how I've felt all these hours I've pretended
So I'll say it again you came and went,
You were never a friend never helped
All these hours I attempt Sober living
Sober living
I can't keep running, I'm short of breath now
I need to be stronger than this
I can't keep running now,
I have a problem it's real these things do exist
A problem it's real these things do
So I'll say it again I don't expect you to
Understand how I've felt all these hours I've pretended
So I'll say it again you came and went,
You were never a friend never helped
All these hours I attempt Sober living