Left my apartment for the first time in two weeks, yeah
How was this started? Was I too young? Too weak to care?
And all the music sounds the same
I'm the shell of the man I tried to create
Was it fate or am I to blame?
I'm just trying hard to understand why I can't be alone tonight
As my life fades to white
I am breaking to take it all back
Can I go back and fix everything?
Or am I just a ghost that wants to keep on living?
Or am I just a ghost that wants to keep on living?
(Keep on living, keep on living)
And all my friends are dead, they got out ahead of me
They live on the sidelines, safe up on the streets
And I don't know I rеgret to leave 'еm all behind
But I can't keep pushin' and pullin' just to stay alive
Left all my t-shirts and a note for you to find
I'm just trying hard to understand why I can't be alone tonight
As my life fades to white
I am breaking to take it all back
Can I go back and fix everything?
Or am I just a ghost that wants to keep on living?
Or am I just a ghost that wants to keep on living?
And I just don't know what I could tell you
(What we've been through)
Just wanna put my arms around you
And I don't know what more I could say
(To make things okay)
But I don't want to just walk away
I'm just trying hard to understand why I can't be alone tonight
As my life fades to white
I am breaking to take it all back
Can I go back and fix everything?
Or am I just a ghost that wants to keep on living?
(Am I a ghost? Am I just a ghost?)
Or am I just a ghost that wants to keep on living?
(Am I a ghost? Am I just a ghost?)