I'm sitting here, trying to make my own decisions Reading torn out newspaper horoscopes Trying to draw inspiration I'm calling up my friends To ask them what I should do I don't know why, but I feel so useless Immune to learning the meaning of truth Tonight is the first night of my life Let's stay up until sunrise Tonight is the first night of my life Let's stay up until sunrise And forget about the bad times It would appear as though everything is fine. I'm so caught up in the confusion This rollercoaster life of mine I'm calling up my dad It's 3am, feel like lying Please don't say I threw it all away In this never ending story Tonight is the first night of my life Let's stay up until sunrise Tonight is the first night of my life Let's stay up until sunrise And forget about the bad times I'll make sense of today, tomorrow I have a million questions left unanswered I'll make sense of today, tomorrow Once was floating high, but now I've landed And I finally understand it