Dear diary i'm lonely Won't you send someone to hold me Preston annual fair this room i share the market near Dear diary i rode today The ferris wheel carried me away The jangling tune the dusty moon is it my turn soon Dear diary i had a dream A serpent came in a cloak of steam He wraps me tight each coil a night my heart he bites It's been a while so much to say It's such a blur each long hot day The ferris wheel man terrifies those violent eyes The wheel the dust spins round too fast The little lights like shattering glass Is it a sickness and will it last he hands move fast A nutty hole where the squirrels build The fairground sky empty and chilled The grass is white in squares and black where oil has spilled These pages burn and the lonely learn Why there still this memory please explain to me And why people love so thoughtlessly dear diary We all run after a dream in life A heart is a lamb in a sacrifice Did you ever expect such a struggle and strife See how she runs