Some of mine's touched my Mother plan Remember times I put the dice in another hand Something light for my brother man For all the times we had to hype the mission wasn't planned To try and tell you 'bout them nights, you wouldn't understand 'Cuz we was really shootin' high and hopin' something land In July was feelin' numb again Remember cryin' tried to diet from these substances Too precise but the price of me was plummeting It took some dropping at the highest it was nothin' near I feel the fire overcoming fear Alone is lighter, I know prior I had one to care Them ain't ties, you niggas wired to the puppeteer Big Mike know the guy behind a bunch of tears We still hype we got another year You know the feeling, this is nothing near it Keep swimming my beloved spirit You know your son is near