Walking by the river Where the wall went down I know why I'm here But I don't know how I got to Berlin When all I am Is an insecure man With a weak back hand Oh I feel the shiver As my light dies out But I got to deliver to the talent scout It is now or never It is go or stay But if I ain't together I'll be on my way But oh I'm tired Of running away Oh I'm tired Of hiding the shame Under layers of clothes And under excuses I wrote And I want to get better And I guess I am Everyone is happy And I've got a band I'm holding on to this The last thing on the list Knowing most young kings get their heads cut of I can't shake the feeling that I've had enough But time it passes on and here I am Writing my songs My dreams, my plans Show me more than rivers show me more than pain I want to tell you stories but I have no name I blame myself for dreaming and all my thoughts Cause inside I am screaming I guess that's the cost