Suddenly out of the blue it starts to rain No umbrella here to keep me try Yet why should I care whether the sky smiles or cries? As the seasons seem to pass me right one by I'm hot, I'm cold, I can't decide It feels as if spring and fall left me far behind  All these thoughts can't even breathe Such pressure building up in me I'm spiraling out of control Where am I now? I don't even know And in this state, my heavy breaths are all I hear within my head It's strange and yet I cannot hear the world around me It can't be not enough, not enough No one knows that I'm even alive I try to scream out loud, but not even a scribble of sound ever Escapes from my own mouth Just exactly who am I supposed to show "who am I" to?! 'Cause I'm singing just like the fool I'm meant to be At least I can vent out to the stars to hear me Elixir strings are such a pain to replace, but as I do it never fails No matter what, I'll always end up with chipped nails This 300 millimeter fingerboard is crying out so desperately Within this music, I make a world that's just for me I'll grab the air and hold it tight Focus my strength to bunch the sky But nothing works I'm powerless I'm full of doubt and and cowardice But with this hand, I strum along All of these iron frets to play my song And then I know that something's changing in me So brilliant  Dazzling dazzling Yet please don't be so blindingly bright 'Cause all it's gonna do is show How ugly my shadow is within all this light Yet I'm getting so fired up I can't stop myself why not? 'Cause I'm singing just like the fool I'm meant to be Why can't my heavy, beating heart just shut up? I have learned, all by myself on this blue rock So many sounds all different kinds that I have heard They swirl continuously for billions of years Even if it's just this moment now ah Please listen, please notice I am here I am here I'm alive at this moment right now I try to scream out loud, but not even a scribble of sound ever Escapes from my own mouth Please let me find something, anything Anything would be so nice 'Cause I'm singing just like the fool I'm meant to be At least I can vent out to the stars to hear me