I think about the last time I felt
Yeah, then I think about everyone I helped
Could it be the hand I was dealt
Yeah, and if I got to do this all by myself
I will
If I got to keep surviving or fighting with my head above the clouds
And If I got to keep on striving or writing
I will
Every time it seems I'm gonna have my chance
All my friends began to doubt
Now when ever I'm told I won't or I can't
I will (I will)
I been living in my own head, Demons living in my own bed
These days I don't trip on what nobody said
There ain't shit I gotta prove to anybody yeah
I became a motivator, a style innovator
Now we headed up like we on an elevator
They say my tracks hot both sides of the equator
And I'm never talking magazines till I'm on the fader
But I know I'm hard on myself, say it ain't good for my health
In the moment ain't finding wealth, Feels like every time I make a move I'm moving in stealth
No matter what I do it feel like nothing will help till I get that apartment up in the rainiest city
Working on beats in the morning
Performing later that night
Fly out with Drumma Craig and Blulake on a red eye flight
We'll be playing a new city every god damn night
Let's go
I think about the last time I felt
Yeah, then I think about everyone I helped
Could it be the hand I was dealt
Yeah, and if I got to do this all by myself
I will
If I got to keep surviving or fighting with my head above the clouds
And if I got to keep on striving or writing
I will
Every time it seems I'm gonna have my chance
All my friends began to doubt
Now whenever I'm told I won't or I can't
I will
Wonder why I'm locked in my room
Wonder why I ain't texting back
Wonder why I ain't on the town
Wonder why you heard I was home but you ain't seen me around
I been working writing plotting knocking watching or reading ain't taken for granted
A single minute I'm breathing
You know I'm working to get it till the day I ain't stressing
Believe in putting effort even when you know it's been destined
I got questions
I need answers
Violence spreading like a cancer
Trying make a difference
Through this music business know I can
I got fans who overseas I'm just trying give em hope
But if I ain't ever heard they ain't ever gonna know
I know music therapeutic more than anybody man
We got problems in the states
State of problems outta hand but if they lend an ear think I could lend em a chance
Cause I got faith in the world I put my faith in my fans.
I think about the last time I felt
Yeah, then I think about everyone I helped
Could it be the hand I was dealt
Yeah, and if I got to do this all by myself
I will
If I got to keep surviving or fighting with my head above the clouds
And if I got to keep on striving or writing
I will
Every time it seems I'm gonna have my chance
All my friends began to doubt
Now when ever I'm told I won't or I can't
I will