Every morning I wake up I'm feeling scared about my life With a hundred problems rising, and thousands beeing already there First I get sad, and then I get mad And I want things to get done But i can't stop dreaming, of owning a loaded gun I used to work hard some time ago I was following my goals I never ended up sleeping, rather taking a pill But then it came back and then I lost track My mind was burning out Since then I am still dreaming, waiting to be woken up While I'm down everyone is up And everyone is having a cup Frightened and weak I try to compete Falling away too soon It feels like running out of fuel I hope it's over soon I'm fighting against demons in my head I don't want this any longer So I have to come back stronger To fight against the demons in my head It feels like running out of fuel I hope it's over soon I'm fighting against demons in my head I don't want this any longer So I have to come back stronger To fight against the demons in my head While I'm down everyone is up And everyone is having a cup Frightened and weak I try to compete Falling away too soon