I try to fight it But it drags me under And I try to deny it But it makes me lose control And I can't shake this feeling That maybe something's not right I need to break through The walls that hold me in so tight The walls that hold me in so tight I'm lying here all on my own Wish I wasn't anywhere at all I close my eyes and take a breath And let the shadows feel like home And as the darkness closes in I feel like I'm losing myself again Can I bring myself back from this I try to believe that I can help it But I feel helpless all on my own I try to believe that I am worth it But I feel worthless Am I too far gone Am I too far gone My head is spinning in circles again And I'm conflicted about everything And when I try to forget I'm six feet under again And I don't wanna let go But I feel I've lost control Of everything that keeps me down That leaves me trapped At least for now I try to believe that I can help it But I feel helpless all on my own I try to believe that I am worth it But I feel worthless Am I too far gone Am I too far gone I'm lying here all on my own Now the shadows feel like home I'm lying here all on my own And now the shadows feel like home I try to believe that I can help it But I feel helpless all on my own I try to believe that I am worth it But I feel worthless Am I too far gone Am I too far gone