I don't want to feel melancholy all the time
Like chemicals burning my state of mind
And we're vacant, stare into space
So impatient, like another heartbreak
And you keep calling but I don't hear a thing
It's miserable baby when I stare at the screen
It's lonely here
I feel like I'll disappear (disappear)
I'm terrified
Like you don't want to say goodbye
I try to make a sound, I'm invisible
The poison in my brain so chemical
Baby I
I swear I'm just getting by
I try to make a sound I'm invisible
Standing in a crowd alone
With your hands locked into mine
Like a flame flickers for the very first time
And I needed
To feel your heart beating
Out of my own head
I needed to forget
All of my demons, I hope that you know that I need it
I need it like breathing
I'm terrified
Like you don't want to say goodbye
I try to make a sound, I'm invisible
The poison in my brain so chemical
Baby I
I swear I'm just getting by
I try to make a sound I'm invisible
Standing in a crowd alone
All I needed was some space
From the pressure weighing over me
This is more than I can take
And I can't seem to find my sanity
Getting lost under the waves
Pull the anchor out from under me
Pull me out, pull me out
I'm terrified, like you don't want to say goodbye
I try to make a sound I'm invisible
The poison in my brain so chemical
I'm terrified, like you don't want to say goodbye
I try to make a sound I'm invisible
The poison in my brain so chemical
Baby I (but baby I)
I swear I'm just getting by (just getting by)
I try to make a sound I'm invisible
Standing in a crowd alone (standing in a crowd alone)