It's a phase that I tried to evade
Looking back won't fulfil my grace
And I just can't see any change
Sometimes I can hardly relate
To my old self and I feel that I have mended my ways
And I feel that I've mended my ways
A humble state is to not relate as a force of habit appropriate
Any place that I choose to grace I make sure that I am needed there
I reflect to reaffirm my place
The last time I thought that I was held in this regard
I was twenty one years old and had no friends left in the world
It's a sign of how far I've come in conjunction with new blood
That's found its way to filter through me since I finally had enough
I call this my perfect hell
Put myself through years of self resurrection
It's a story that I'll tell and I'll tell yet again
My second decade fostered my introspection
Ive been so selfish but I know it's healthy
To stand up for yourself and withstand the conflict
Iv'e been so selfless I know it's unhealthy
To stand down and keep peace and withdraw from conflict
Iv'e been so selfish but I know it's healthy
To stand up for yourself and withstand the conflict
Iv'e been so selfless I know it's unhealthy
To stand down and keep peace and withdraw from conflict
I can decide for myself
I can decide for myself I've regained autonomy
I can decide for myself let the rain cleanse bigotry
Im not a borrowed insecure young boy anymore
I can decide for myself
Drink some more liquor to digest everything
The Choice cigarettes on your breath no longer bring bad memories
I know that you're lonely and you sleep sideways
Only after bleeding your loved ones so dry
Listen listen listen listen listen to all that I say
My world revolves around me
Listen to all that I say
My world revolves around me
Listen listen listen listen to me