I have a lot of memories
And I have a lot of sadness
But the two don't line up
The two don't line up
I used to run through the sand
Campfire stars in the distance
And I'd gaze into the darkness
And wonder about the void
And I'm haunted by that memory
Of who I used to be
So gleeful
So blank
So ready
I was empty then
And I'm empty now
But it's not the same at all
My head was filled with stories
Of swimming and singing on the moon
And I'd stay up all night long
I'd stay up all night long
And all the boys would fall over
Oh, how dazzling I could be
But the magic is gone
My joy got bloated and sick
And I'm haunted by those memories
Of who I used to be
So gleeful
So blank
So ready
Last night I dreamed I met myself at a tango
All the dancers were ruthless and deranged
And I asked my younger self for a dance
Just like
But my self didn't have time for me
Didn't have time for anyone so used up
So she danced alone
And I sat in a chair
By the wall
All alone
Staring at my phone
I was empty then
And I'm empty now
But it's not the same at all