It's all the same to me Another night too numb to try Hating everything And I'm afraid to go outside If it's all the same to you I wanna wake up by your side Nothing feels real You're the closest I can find Well, all the times that I have tried To keep my head on straight this time The things my friends and family say, like "Hey, Dylan, we love you, of course we love you" I cannot relay The excuse that I have made But it's all shit you see right through With the look in your eyes, I'm saved But I cannot be held to blame For the ways that I can't change For the ways I'll never change I cannot be held afloat By a love I do not know It's a love I'll never know Do you sleep better now With better pills and a stable map? Will he whisper "Catherine" in your ear As you're falling asleep in our bed? Do you sleep better now With better pills and a stable map? Will he whisper "Catherine" in your ear As you're falling asleep in our bed? We cannot be held to blame For giving up on change We'll never change our ways And that's okay