I woke up older in my new home The side of my bed looks like a ghost Yeah, when nothing as good as love will ever grow And I consoled the empty walls Their loneliness is all my fault 'Cause I'm the only one who wastes away 'round here Content to hang Peeled back the bandage again to find The wound I'm nursing, it ain't healed right Still full of stink, still full of those sad things I'll never hide And all your boxes stacked to my teeth As remainders of the shitty life you'd never lead It still hurts It still kills though I knew you'd be the one to leave The one to leave I will buy you a new house Move you and your things in We can sit across the table New to fuck this up again We kiss like strangers, and we love blind Be givers and takers, all won't be right And I won't be, no I won't be your family anymore No, anymore! No, anymore! No, anymore!