Living in the shade of misery
Hiding from the light
Can't escape the resentment that seeps through your lies
Why does this love bleed me dry?
How did it end up like this?
Our story of joy and bliss
Turned into me carving at my wrists, trying to end this shit
Screaming if there was a God, why forsake me like this?
You left me with a devil that deals me a kiss with a fist
I'm getting tired of this
I'm sick of all the sleepless nights and feeling paralysed
I'm tired of living a lie and feeling dead inside
As I bleed on the floor
I start to question is this all I'm worth?
Just because I'm young and naive
Doesn't mean you can treat me like the dirt beneath your feet
How did it end up like this?
Our story of joy and bliss
Turned into me carving at my wrists trying to end this shit
Screaming if there was a God, why forsake me like this?
You left me with a devil that deals me a kiss with a fist
I'm getting tired of trying to make it all make sense
I'm sick of all the sleepless nights and feeling paralysed
Paralysed
I'm tired of living a lie and feeling dead inside
Feeling
Dead Inside
Dead inside
Just a hollow shell of the person I used to be
I want you to know, I don't wish you well, I wish you fucking hell
I wish you fucking hell
I'm sick of all the sleepless nights and feeling paralysed
I'm tired of living a lie and feeling dead inside
I want you to know
I'm sick of all the sleepless nights and feeling paralysed
Just a hollow shell of the person I used to be
I'm tired of living a lie and feeling dead inside
You left me feeling
Dead inside
Dead inside